moments ticking away

as i write this keshav's uncle is in the icu. bidding a final farewell to life. to the relationships and other material he's gathered in this life...

he's been ailing with cancer for the last few years and has been on the ventilator for the last few days... his body and will giving up on him. the doctors and with the great difficulty the family has taken call to take off the ventilaor. if the universe wishes he will live even without the crutch of life saving devices...

i'm counting moments mama... and willing a miracle

the timing on my blog is wrong... its 1.35 pm on 29th sept'10

'friend'

getting to know someone who i think i can be friends with... its been long since i've connected with someone..... maybe that's why i don't have another real friend in chennai except keshav.

i miss those long chats i used to have with friends of long ago like surekha, taiyab and anita... and wish to revive that with you....

on my part; i hope to be the kind of friend you'd like me to be....

another thought

what is mid-life crisis? is it your body feeling one age and your mind and heart another? but then should it not be called 'pre-mature aging' because you are your mind not your body.....

of love and the 'grand design'

i seem to writing an awful lot about love now-a-days... wonder why....OK but here's something else... read a review of Stephen Hawking's 'the grand design' and the critic wasn't impressed at all. sad. i love the way hawking writes..... but yes the man's one motive i understand is to write best sellers that sell at airport bookstalls so i guess you can't write quantum physics like quantum physics....

but coming back to the subject.... that the universe has no and needs no intelligence... its all about the laws of physics and chemistry... I'm finding this hard to digest... especially now after feeling that intelligence.

Mr. hawking, i cant wait to read your book... i wonder if it'll shake some foundations... naaahhhh

something more i learned

that love feels the same no matter what your age...16... 36....or 66

my secret place

in school, i stored away little treasures in my drawer under all my clothes where no one could find them.... and now i have this blog to put all my thoughts away... am lucky no one has found it yet :)

i wonder.....

isn't this whole trust thing too overrated in love?

learnt from life...

that you cannot own someone's feelings, love and sexuality.... the only thing that can bind another to you is their freedom...

learnt from life....

that your children teach you that love can be one-sided... and complete